5 years ago today my beautiful boys entered this world. Its a very bittersweet day for me since Colin is not here to celebrate with Drew on their special day. But I told myself from the very beginning that there will be no sadness on their birthday- its a day to celebrate both of their lives. In the 3 days that Colin was here with us he blessed our lives beyond belief and I am so grateful that I did have that time with him. And what can I say about Drew? He has filled our lives with love, joy, laughter, craziness and I thank God every day for him. I look at Drew and know what an absolute miracle he is and there is not a day that goes by that I am not thankful to God for allowing Drew to remain with us and be as healthy and perfect as he is.

Today in church we sat behind the pew that we sat in for Colin’s funeral and it was hard not to let my mind remember that day. My mom and dad were here for the weekend and he told my mom he was thinking the same thing. Its just hard to believe that its been 5 years since they blessed our lives. 

Happy birthday baby boys! We love you so much!